Deep within the bowels of hell spawns evil of those which fester
The sloth takes hold of idle soul, the mirror now reflects lesser
Paint drips down your face as your mask begins to fade
your plans of ruin a cold dark tomb~ become the bed you made
misplaced hate, jealous rage turns you become the one played
Oooh how the plot was to end when rehearsed inside your head
all your dreams of a life stolen are as your heart now dead
the web of lies you wove each night leading another to your bed
the very food you now graze upon bitter truth of lies you said
Every wrong we do to a heart that's true is the pain we soon live
refusal to right the dark of night more lies are all you have to give
Eternity of betrayal, each beginning gives birth to ending the same
selfish destruction, worthlessness rings in the mention of your name
your fate led you back to the gutters from which your true self came
No tear from an eye of no regret flows sincere
exposed for that which is you, the truth revealed , your greatest fear
By your own design carelessly sewn with a tare across the center
toxic stench seeps from your pores, festering jealousy was your mentor
Defeat born of dastardly deeds produced the glory you shall meet
no passage of redemption, bridges burned, destruction your intention
feasted upon a hand that fed you, nasty habits of betrayal you repeat
forgotten results blinded by lying eyes again you shit where you eat
Only one of two choices remain one brings new beginnings for change
the second repeats your cycle of deception ending with no gain
greedily with disdain wrong choice made from a mind gone insane
Did you think you could make someone pay for being what you wanted
or take that which was not earned or deserved with the rotten bait flaunted
Looking back all the signs were there, the envy spilled from your eyes
to lazy to succeed, a heart filled with greed, intentions born of lies
Self pity is the symptom of the disease eating away at your soul
you are not a victim of those you betray with evil as your goal
a woman worth the love she seeks would never sell her soul
a woman of no worth gives it freely to dumpster diving trolls
Wake up smell denials stench rotting deep deep inside
ungrateful taker of all you see this is the end of your free ride!
Justine Rain~
The Kiss of Sweet Surrender
All little girls dream of a fairy tale, the flutter of a butterfly the first one felt seemingly it could get no better, Until she read her first love letter
I Like you if you like me check box two
Flattery a rush a little girls first blush...
All these things to her brand new, excitement of her youth. Over years drowned in tears her heart is broke in two. With out complaint she carries on as a woman should, Dreams lost to fairy tales faded memories of childhood
Laughter fills empty spaces with comfort of control, She locks away her hearts key She tucks away her soul Loves thieves never to release her dreams stole, Soldiers scars worn with pride, battles won, head held high
Warriors Heart to carry the sword strength would mold, She wins the battle to gain control never again will she let go The teachings of lessons taught and lies told,
Daily battles fought alone empty still her Kings throne
Happiness in little treasures found, The sweet smell of a summer breeze, the first rain on dry ground.
Her bright smile hides the tears of her hearts secret buried deep by the years...
She laughs and they cant see, the truth, her secrets deep unknown her aching soul weeps
Only she knows the pain of what never was not one kiss given, not one single touch came from the lips or hands of love.
For all the love she shared so free not one whose lips touched hers had eyes that see her heart, her dreams, her soul they would never reach.
Her weakest moments faced alone, dark nights oh so long Control whispered promises to right all these wrongs
a shield of protection, shelter from the storm Wrapped itself around her, a wall was formed
Triumphs won accomplishments gained, still secret desires remained.
Yearning to be free of decision, control had become her prison.
The sound of your voice the sweetest song ever heard to erase all my fears With one look in my eyes your strength took hold and released my soul
unlocked the gates, tore down the walls took full control
The sweetest taste upon lips so tender
Your lips touch mine,a gift
The Kiss of Sweet Surrender
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